
Its 1a.m Saturday morning… Most of the guys are out except for my course dudes. Most of us are flying tomolo so we need to get a good night’s rest. Fortunately for me, I’m not flying tomolo.
( Picture 1: from left - Vicky, Me, Elaine)Its just one of those days where you wanna do something but just dunno what to do. I surfed the net until I don’t really know what I wanna look at. Feeling bored I decided to buy something off e-bay. I’ve bought air-ticket and paid my bill via the internet but never really bought any thing off an auction site before. Started browsing for a notebook. Always loved an Apple i-Book. Kept surfing but can’t seem to find one that is cheap or worth bidding for. Its cheaper to buy it in Singapore.
Finally I started browsing for handphones and found a few that was worth bidding for. Each time I set a price I was out bid by someone else. After increasing a few times I got frustrated….haha My buddy who was in my room told me after laughing at me that there is actually an option for someone to set a maximum bid and if I want to outbid him I should just set the highest price I’m willing to pay. According to him, the system will automatically counter bid other bids until someone actually outbids my maximum.. wow!! Learned something new…hehe
After bidding a few items, my buddies were like telling me to stop saying that there is a possibility I might win all and have to buy em all!! Oh no!! what have I dun.. thank god the items I bid were cheap… so if I had to buy em all…I will have to fork out only aussie$200….
E-bay got dangerous for me…. A bored shopper who might just ended buying anything for the sake of killing time..haha I then was waiting aimlessly online hoping someone would online and I can talk crap with them…. But no one came!!!
After that, I did something I never really did in a long time… go through my old files, photos taken during my university days. What triggered this was me listening to my mp3 and suddenly a few songs brought back memory of a particular girl. A girl who was so sweet and she just melted my heart with the sweetest words ever.. Sadly though the relationship did not even start cause she was not ready for commitment. Who knows, maybe deep down inside I’m just not her type.. Its something we will never know. Afterall, a women’s mind is something you can never understand even in a lifetime.

Going through the pictures got me going through some files. As I browsed through some of the file, I came across a letter I wrote to my girlfriend whom I broke off with cause her parents did not approve the relationship….( Yeap sadly in today’s world, parents are still particular about race and background rather that who the person really is)…
(Picture 2: Pre grad picture- we just collected our robes and wanted to try it out. We had a fashion consultant - Mr Conan Lui) It was like wow!! I can’t believe I wrote stuff like that. This particular letter was written to her about 3 months after breaking up. Man, as I read it, emotions ran wild. I can’t believe I actually erased a lot of what happen. I really loved this girl so much and what shocked me is as time passed by, I actually forgot how much I loved her.. hmmm….. weird rite what twist life puts you in….
Sadly few months after we broke off, our relationship turned sour… We had to like work together in this organization and it was difficult… Learnt a good lesson… NEVER HAVE A RELATIONSHIP AT WORK!! Sometimes I look back and wonder, was I wrong in the way I approached the whole working together thing? Could I have made things easier on her? Or was she just plain stubborn and childish about the whole thing?
Its something I would like to find out. Who knows, sometime in the future I might be able to sit with her as adults and talk about the past… It would be a good lesson, so if I did make a mistake, I can rectify it.
Going through the pictures also brought back memories of my friends back home… Picture of 2 very special girl in my final year in university. Miss “blur” Sze Yeen ( last I heard she is now known as Elaine) and Miss “Sexy legs” Wee Kin (recently known as Vicky)… 2 girls with opposite characters but inseparable….
Sze Yeen has always been there for me… You know a person you can trust to walk with down a tough road knowing she will stay by you… A person who takes care of you and a person you know you can turn to in times of trouble. She is a fun person to bully and a really good sport.
Wee Kin... well..this girl is a one of 2 powerful girls I’ve met so far. She is really amazing and you know she can achieve anything she sets her mind to… She’s like the sword Excalibur.. She can give you strength if she is on your side… she can hurt you if you dun treat her right…hehe… She’s a person that constantly checks me and put me in my place. A person I would definitely be intimidated to oppose but a person whom I would love to work with as we just work so well together..

(Picture 3: The whole Board member minus one person... A great team- learnt alot from each other and we achieve great success too )
Then going through more pictures…. I find this picture of a tall dude… A very familiar face… A face that I’ve been seeing for the last 6 years of my life… A dude whom has made my life eventful with all the crazy things he does. Yeap… it’s Datuk Dr. Tan Cheng Han…. Phd in sex education!! Haha I’ve learned a lot from being with him… mostly on things not to do.. Everytime he screws up… I’m like…okie…that’s a bad idea…make mental note to self…don’t ever try that…hahhaa..He’s a cool dude…. And he’s madly in love with a girl from subang…
To join the gang, comes Eric “Pansy” Low…. This dude wants to be just like the Beautiful Boxer… equally crappy and if you put him with cheng han, I’m dead cause all the black joke comes out… But lucky me!! Being a crap talker with 23 years experience, I’m able to twist and get cheng han to join me to hit Mr Pansy with gay jokes…. Mr. Pansy is a good guy… a dude who always says he wont do this and that… but guilt gives in and he does help at the end…haha… He’s single… Looking for a partner.. Girl or guy also can… just email me and I’ll give you his contact details…haha

All in all, I really do miss my friends… at times wonder what are they up to and when can I join the outings. Hoping the days pass by faster and looking to my successful return to Kuala Lumpur early next year..
(Picture 4: Cheng Han and Me with the rest of the board members hiding behind us.. It was the day I was forced to do a performance.. One night only!! Sound Of Music!! oh God!!)Was going through my family pictures too… Miss my family lots… Never really thought I would miss them this much.. I mean its like when I was in KL…I was hardly home… Now when I’m away…I miss them more… Guess its true, you don’t know what you have until its gone..
Anywayz.. I’ll end here tonight and write more in the morning.. Guess I’m in a reflective mood lately….